Flying high to feeling glum…*sigh*
what a wave of emotions the past few days have brought on up until now. went from flying high and full of smiles- to -what am i going to do?! i’m kind of glad for the “hump-day” wednesday has been dubbed. giving me a chance to focus decipheringly to see the silver lining through the cloud of gloom of how i can possibly make this glum-chum go away. sunday, started a mess. but it made playing through the stress in basketball that much better. monday, i tried to relax and promised to take better care of myself ( but i fear i may have started too late for stress is what i seem to exude and well, the ugliness is making its way in). tuesday, along with the brief flash of sun, my spirits began to lift up..even spending the evening with the guys taking in a show. went to bed spent, but with a smile on my face nonetheless. wednesday..ah..wednesday, now the weight of being the deciding factor of how the next few days are going to pan out, is in your hands. i beg you to please be nice, there’s only so much heartache a girl can take. resilient, i may be, but i’m only human. a testimont to which, i see the need for Jehovah’s wisdom. “oh, how i do love your law and delight in it” are the sentiments i share. how i feel at this very moment should be the ultimate reminder as to WHY i always need that guidance and direction. over the next few days, i might have a good cry. forget the might, change it to a most definitely. it’ll only hurt for a moment, because i’ll have Jehovah to get me through this.
*sorry i’m venting..*